I started replacing my addictions, I started spending my money on nicotine and lollipops. I have started the campaign to erase from my body every trace of love in me, I will stop the epidemic by the last remaining finger.
My walk that is dancing with madness and obsession is over. The way your name was easy and a sweet word from my lips have ended. I have to say goodbye to the way you sang the same song three times and that you had this nervous tic with your hair that left me wrong.
I have found a way to eliminate every detail that left me with a crooked heart and made me believe that oxygen did not reach the brain. I have begun this notion that is to grow, to mature and accept.
It's remembering that you liked The Smiths, knowing that your birthday is odd and you like the ocean more than me.
I started calling it learning, to say no to every dream that leaves me with sand in my mouth and with arms trembling in abstinence.
I have started to walk in a belonging of mine that did not wait for you in every corner. To change my address, my existence and my skin to survive.
T.A.
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